Thursday 20 March 2014
Friday 1 March 2013
Breakdown.
So, today I had a breakdown at college, just completely cried my eyes out, it helped alot, I got somebody to talk to, they've advised I go see my doctor again and get back on anti-depressants :( Yesterday was such a low day. After crying alot and seeing my boyfriend I feel better, even though he's gone to work now and I'm in bed alone..but I'm really tired so I don't mind too much! I'm so glad I have him, he's so supportive, understanding and caring. He was so concerned for me and as soon as he saw me cuddled me and wouldn't let go..this is how I know I want him for the rest of my life. He's perfect to me.
Thursday 28 February 2013
Finally
I have finally decided to stop lying to myself..lying that I'm happy and life is perfect because it's simply not.
I actually feel like I would be better off dead and so would everyone around me.
No family
No friends
NOBODY.
People will say 'you have Gracie' yes I do, I love her to pieces but talking to a 2 yr old just isn't enough! When you have this depression it doesn't just go away.
People don't understand how hard and serious depression actually is. I've been trying to fight it nearly 4 years now.
I've had enough.
I actually feel like I would be better off dead and so would everyone around me.
No family
No friends
NOBODY.
People will say 'you have Gracie' yes I do, I love her to pieces but talking to a 2 yr old just isn't enough! When you have this depression it doesn't just go away.
People don't understand how hard and serious depression actually is. I've been trying to fight it nearly 4 years now.
I've had enough.
Friday 23 November 2012
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