I have finally decided to stop lying to myself..lying that I'm happy and life is perfect because it's simply not.
I actually feel like I would be better off dead and so would everyone around me.
No family
No friends
NOBODY.
People will say 'you have Gracie' yes I do, I love her to pieces but talking to a 2 yr old just isn't enough! When you have this depression it doesn't just go away.
People don't understand how hard and serious depression actually is. I've been trying to fight it nearly 4 years now.
I've had enough.
